talking about money, please don't ever ever mention to me anything about sales here and sales there okay? cos i am sooo broke la and looking back, what a time of the month to be broke, yes? im depress, fullstop.

since im blogging at this very minute (like wow!), let's just do a lil recap of my Monday and Tuesday, shall we?

monday was nothing exciting, minus the fact that i had my driving practical. at the moment, slopes are going to be my next bestfriend in my driving list. oh well, it's just impossible to scrap learning on slopes right? it might sounds easy-peasy but hey, not for me though. i have this indescribable feeling whenever the instructor told me to stop at the middle of a high slope. i'll feel super high (not that mabok high okay).

last night was heavenly heaven. as said: nothing feels like heaven than having to spend the lovely night with preetyboy under the ever-twinkling stars. oh, did you see the crescent moon? lovely crescent, lovely them stars. as usual, we did some catch-ups on our life and how things have really leave us with absolutely nothing, but only question marks. oh yes, we need to constantly remind each other every single night that we do love each other and that we need each other's company; no matter how busy we are. too sweet, i know.

and today alone, news have been reaching my ears about accidents involving teenagers and bikes. well actually, those kind of news have been dropping by my ears since weeks ago; but i chose to ignore and leave it to god. the thing is, sometimes it really do break my heart seeing how young someone has to leave the world. and at that moment of time i would try to put myself in the shoes of the victim's families and try to figure the pains and tears they have to go through. what's more: majority of the victims are around my age, or maybe a year or two older. still, it really do shoot right here in my head that "deaths don't recognize age" (as said by a pitas user).

as much as you are concern about my safety, here i am concern about my safety too. and ofcourse, my bf's safety too.

i mean, i don't blame those teenagers for having a bike license but sometimes, they have no one and absolutely nothing else to blame except for the stupid mistake they've made. if heaven is on their side, they will only suffer from minor injuries but what if heaven is totally not on their side? try to figure this out: the girlfriend, who is still in ICU, has yet to know that her bf has passed away. how would one such pity gf react upon receiving the news?

to rub more salt to the wounds, i once overcame a blogger user - saying how great she feels whenever her best guyfriend sped his way. not only that, if i could recall, she was expressing her moments when her guyfriend actually 'praa' his way after being challenged by another rider. she felt great, by the way. look at those: aren't they inviting danger? those are the kind of people i hold grudges on. i don't mind them having bike as a form of transport; but what bothers me is them having bike for a totally different reason and purpose. what a pain, seriously.

i won't deny the fact that we do overcome riders who tried their utmost best to show off their ohsocool bike to us while on road. and usually these riders have their girlfriend as their pillion. who cares if the rider (sometimes together with the girlfriend) stared at us and 'praa' hard - indicating that they're asking for a race? for once, im glad that my preetyboy has a brain. look, if you are really deprive of love, please find it somewhere else; and if you are deprive of any death moments, by all means, do it yourself and don't involve others.

but in other cases, riders are not totally to be blame. that is exceptional; and it's normal for people to curse the driver if things like that happen. even i do that.

so you see, i am doing a lot of thinking lately.

silence don't mean im plain lazy. how's that? *grin