maybe, that was the way it was supposed to be.

snap! if i were given a chance to choose between spending my day at school or at home, i would prefer the latter one. you know why, because i think at the rate im going, no doubt i will gain weight, rather than throw away those fats. take yesterday as an example. goodness, i can't believe i did canteen-hopping: simply because Breadboard's western is not even close to perfection, and the price was so unreasonable for that kind of presentation; so we hopped to Flavours for better food. and you should know what that means - we have just wasted our money.

preetyboy is the reason why im cheerful these days. he is the reason why there's a floral softness to my face. and he is the reason to the redness in my cheeks.

lately, everything was almost funny; everything felt blurry, as if the rest of the world was out of focus, unimportant. just me and him, in our little bubble of bliss, finally realising and expressing how much we cared for each other. we couldn't stop smelling each other. it was magnetic, i swear. every so often we'd break off and tease each other and smile at each other, but soon we found the nose attracted to the neck, pleasant and addictive. i admit, i couldn't stop touching him (more to harassing him, i guess) till he had to keep reminding me that any supervisor might just step out of their office without us realising it. ah! i wanted to take him home and eat him, really.

and tomorrow is yet our day, since he has to work on Friday night. need me to say this: i can't wait!

like finally, i am a part of youtube. to jepon, hope you really really enjoy watching those videos i've submitted and to panata, here's to our Hair Plaiter. cheers! so guys out there, you can stop wondering why your gf took so long the moment you let her off to the ladies. hahaa.

then again, im proud to be here in miw.com. check this out under 'what is the one thing you wish a guy will do for you?': muka aku la!

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wah wah wah. and i can't believe the msn girlfriends out there are enjoying my presence.

sigh. everything was being so nice to me. everything i wanted was coming true, but unexpected. i almost wanted a bird to poo on my head or something, just to make me feel i wasn't in a dream.

still, i was flattered by heaven's goodwill. but i guess for now, i had to tuck that into the back of my mind for later: for now i had to think of a new layout for my blog. ;D

pink and yellow, anyone?