why is it that whenever it comes to project assessment, i will go numb and dumb? like im totally lost for words. it felt as if i know nuts which i can assure you that i wasn't this dumb before the project assessment. and my hands will be so cold and my heart will beat so fast that i feel as if i just ran a thousand miles. i guess it's all in my genes. now, who to blame? haha.

to me, i managed to get hold of my sociology presentation. afterall, we took about 30mins to present the whole junk. wearing heels in school for the entire day was dreadful. i kept complaining. haha. and i supposed, the heels kind of got mad at me and that explains why the flower attached on the right side came off. that's so cacat and i told syasya that i will not walk around in school with this stupid heels with no flower attached on one side. called preetyboy and plead him to send me home to allow me to change into something comfortable (the jeans and tee of course) and obviously, i miss wearing my flip flop.

as usual, he is always kind to me. gee! now it feels so comfortable, i swear.

yesterday, i stayed in school to complete my TechEnt report till 9pm with preetyboy, ofcourse. did i tell you he's the cutest thing in my life? haha. what's next? i told preetyboy that i was craving for Simpang Bedok's paper prata. went there to have our dinner and we were giggling about how kental one of this guy was. what's more; my preetyboy is known for the most awesome criticizer back then in secondary school. and i guess, it's up till now. we were laughing away, him complaining about how hard his plain prata was and came to sit beside me just to disturb my luxury of eating the paper prata all to myself. urgh. throughout stuffing of paper prata in our mouth, we didn't talk, nor laugh.

they make the best paper prata as far as i know. who's with me?

i shiver throughout the journey home cause the wind was so cooling. and i cant stand the fact that i have absolutely nothing to cover my bare arms. so the only way out was to hug preetyboy. love him.

and today, EDD project assessment sucks my panties. again, i forgot all my codes. words just refuse to come out from my mouth and answer the fucking question. damn! im done for sure.

i had to crack my brain in the afternoon cause i cant figure out what was the bloody error in my codes. it took me about 2hours to figure out the error, that is, the word 'int' had to be replaced with 'ntext'. how annoying is that? very annoying.

in just two days, i can count myself as the rich girl. $340. awesome! and i better save this money for our Valentine's Day. this i promise you okay darling? however, this lil itchy fingers of mine went to dig out the money from the purse and paid the cashier $26 for a pair of black pumps. i bought them just now and preetyboy chose that for me. haha. how sweet. thought of buying that Mis29's pair of brown sandal but preetyboy stopped me from buying it. alah! nvm, some other day perhaps. jepon take black, i take brown okay? haha. i prefer the brown one la..black looks like guy's? hehe.

let's just stop here. ive just completed doing the powerpoint slides for tomorrow's TechEnt presentation and im so beat. i need my sleep. my eyes are crying for help. i miss my 4days of doing 30sit-ups. urgh.

ouh well, presentation tomorrow. that means, it's formal time. what's that supposed to be? a yay or urgh, whatever. seeing at how bad things are going right now, i think i'll just settle with a semi-formal. im restless.

just two more days to survive. i know i can do it.

for now, goodnight.