Sunday, January 29, 2006 8:40 PM ;||*can i have it like that*|| urgh. if you could feel it, i am suffocating like fuck right now. plus, i could hardly cope with everything that is revolving me. i need a break, i seriously do. i can't manage all those projects and assignments. at times, i just feel like letting go everything and pretend nothing is bugging me. but i can't. i need all these grades in order to graduate next year. can you hear my screams? for the past 3 hours, believe it or not, ive just completed typing out a pathetic 'General Company Description' which is made up of only 2pages. obviously, plus the fact that i bloghopped and surf the net. you see, those temptations will never die on me. so whose fault is it anyway? bacin adeq literally plead me to download a Gerhana Skacinta's song for her. stopid. im in the middle of doing my research okay. ergh. but nice la the song, haha. credit goes to me okay, not you. anyway, i downloaded Daddy Yankee's Rompe song too. awesome reggae! naik giler aku terpekik-pekik nyanyi. basically, no one in the house bothers to entertain me. ouh rite, there's only me and akak now. the rest are out to somewhere. i had a big cat fight with sis on friday night. she pissed me off okay. she insisted that i hutang her $5.50, which i did not, and demanded me to pay her back. obviously, i cant be bothered to entertain her, so i totally ignore her. after that, what she did really pissed the hell outta me. she took my purse and started digging out my money. hello, where's your basic courtesy? how rude can you get? on the other hand, you should know that i have this bad tempered in me. especially if you were stupid enough to piss me off. you pay the price then. so i went to her, snatched away my purse and i think, i kind of swing my right palm to her right bottom cheek. okay, it happened so fast that i didn't realise i kind of slapped her. no, don't use the word slap, it's too harsh. hmm..it's more to push her face using great force. that's better. mom came rushing out from her room and tried to cool us down. but we just couldn't control my temper that we shouted and screamed like mad bitches. i totally ignored mom and she kinda give up on us and continued watching her television show. we continued argueing till im damn satisfied and mind you, it was at 11pm. confirm jiran-jiran pikir ada dua budak gila dalam rumah. haha. so up till now, im not talking to her. i totally ignore her and pretend i didn't see her. that is what you call when fighting with siblings are in action. haha. forget about that. ouh, there's a fight just now at kopitiam. si kpo ni, used the chair at the dining table and climbed up to see what was going on through the small window at the toilet. freaked! i carried the chair to the toilet okay. see la how kepo this girl is. that is the only window where you can get a clear view of the kopitiam in front of my house. the view from my room's window was covered by a huge freaking tree. hati pun puas dapat tengok tau. kerusi meja melayang-layang. cawan pecah. wah! macam funfair sae. and obviously, they walked off after that, without even be bothered to clean up the mess they've made. poor innocent servants had to clean up for those rascals. now, let's get on with my preetyboy. he's not back yet and im missing him truckloads! ouh, please come home fast and meet me. i just wanna hug you and kiss you. damn. it seems forever, you know.. during the phone conversation: me: ure sleeping b? him: ya, im so tired b. me: what have you been doing there hunnie? him: nothing much darling, i just feel tired and sleepy. me: ouuh, then when are you coming back? i miss you tau. him: i will come home tonight oke? me: you miss me? him: yes i do busyuk. Love you. aaww..now, there's every reason to miss him and love him. tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock im still waiting for you b.. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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