actually up till now, i don't really feel the Raya atmosphere (apart from the first day la). everybody's busy with work and school &it's damn irritating that we cannot go visiting. simply said: i cannot wait to wear my green kebaya la mom! oh, i came to learn that as years passed down, my green packets started to decrease tremendously. &relatives kept asking me if im still schooling or working. ofcourse i'll replied "still in Year 3 Polytechnic". ehh, rezeki jangan ditolak okay! &one of my short uncles said this to everyone: "whoever exceeds my height will not get my green packet". although everyone who is still schooling &is taller than him laughed, i bet we all had the same thinking: "you're the one who is short, even a Primary Six kid is much taller than you". hahaa.

well anyway, that's not the point of today's entry. let's digress.

everyone knows that each one of us here needs to shop in order to stay alive (okay, that's fake). but seriously, how bad it is not having income for 3 straight months yet those phone bills keep coming in &adding up? plus the fact that i need a new black tote bag, a new pair of peep-toe for school &thankyou, im done with my Incanto Charm's perfume. let's just say i need around $250 to atleast carve a wide smile on my face, can?

the question is: where the hell can i get such big amount of money? grr.

&panata, thanks for being so patient and understanding.

i want money; i want to shop; i want a smile. =)